Or has it just begun.

This was a song my mother posted on my face book a couple days after my miscarriage. For some reason this song hit me. I don't know if it's the imagery in the video of things related to children or the lyrics or the fact that it came from my mom. Either way, It's been over a month since this song first entered into my suffering but each time I hear it I'm taken back to what the pain was like right after my loss. And I think it's okay to revisit that every now and again. Tears so easily build up when I hear this song, which is so funny because this isn't the genre of music that typical gets me. This is definitely my mother's genre, but this song will always be a part of my story now. Thank you mom. I know you miss the three musketeers.